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Arghh... what to write for this paper am doing at work??! I have some points but to start a sentence is proving to be more difficult than just saying it all in point form. Shite!

And now you see what am doing? Writing in my blog instead. Am so not focused. Partly because I'm not fully awake and when I have to so something like this I need inspiration for my "creative juices" to flow. In the meantime I would rather do just about ANYTHING other than the actual job itself. haha!

**Text message comes in**

That was my sister, Buffy. She's on MC today... actually on MC for the whole week. She's at a very uh... "delicate" condition right now. Hehehe! She's staying with me till her husband comes back from his business trip, which should be tomorrow night. I got pretty worried about her coz last night as we were going to dinner suddenly she complained of stomach pains. I wouldn't have worried too much about it until I saw her looking like she was about to cry! So I told her to wait in the car while I get dinner and then drive on home where she'd feel more comfortable. I think dinner was a bit too late. So I told her to standby some crackers in case meal time gets delayed.

Thing is, she's craving for some McD's. But since her doctor and hubby is refraining her from having junk food, she's just not satisfied... EVER. As a result, she goes in and out of irritable and tantrum mode. HAHAHA! Am now thinking, maybe I should play devil's advocate here. But I'm worried it might be risky for now. Hmm... lemme give that a bit of thought.

Anyways, I've eaten breakfast and it's now 11.11am. I have this paper to finish by lunchtime, and I have only the first para done. AACK!! Need. Inspiration. Please.

Hey, look at me digressing again... my mind is floating now to tomorrow night when I will go for my Street Jam dance class. Woot woot! It feels good to be dancing again. And this time I finally signed up for a class. Joined it about a month ago with Princess of Lepaqs and another friend Babydoll Rose. We're not the best students of course, but our instructor loves having us around because we always make the class more lively with our comic acts. Haha!

Ooh! Did I also mention that am going to Tioman Island this weekend? Ramadhan is coming pretty soon, so before that happens am going to take a mini holiday just me and my friends. Wheeeee!! Excited. Wish I could fast forward to Friday night and then hit the pause button for the weekend.

Owh man... look what I've done... I've written a mile long entry here and for work am still on first para. Shoot! Better get crackin. Check-in the bloggy world again lay-ter!


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