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I say a little prayer...

I probably should start a series of "I say a little prayer" entries...

Today's prayer:

"Ya Allah, please light a path for me to find my way to you and also to know what I want in life. Please let me be brave to take the path not taken and not regret my actions."

"Ya Allah, please let me see my purpose in life and allow me to be vigilant in pursuing this purpose."

"Ya Allah, please give me the ability to use my talents for something worthwhile so that I may find happiness in whatever I do in life."

"Amin, Amin, Ya Rabbal Alamin..."

It's Earth Hour Yet Again!

It's been exactly 21 days since my last post in, which I ranted about being exhausted. Finally, last Friday I caved in after yet another bout of migraine. As usual, my migraines begin from the very moment I wake up in the morning (whenever it strikes). But thinking it's not a serious one, I decided to put mind over matter and headed out to work. While at work, nausea washed over me, I couldn't see straight and I knew. So I went to the Doctor near my office, got checked, given the funniest and truest prescription of, "Get a life! Take a chill pill once in a while. Doctor's orders!", and proceeded to go home for the rest of the day.
Yes, it was so that the Doctor gave me the day off from work due to stress related migraine. When I got home, the lights of my life had already arrived from Hippo and I instantly felt a whole lot of pressure lifted as I see their loving faces. My world became at peace again for that wonderful moment...
The next day was Earth Hour day…

Exhausted

Sometimes, I just get so tired. Tired of all the things happening and not happening around me. I know this sounds very selfish and immature. But there are just times when I feel like doing and having whatever I want without any qualms. Like taking the day off without having the permission of anyone. Or going travelling to exotic places without worrying about where the money is going to come from. Or having the pleasure of seeing people I love whenever I want.

This morning, I felt exactly that.

I know it's Monday and I probably have a withdrawal syndrome from the weekend. But the urge to stay in bed was much, much stronger today. It was like I cannot accept the fact that today is a workday and I have to see these people at work (who sometimes I do not bear any love for) for the next 5 days of my life. And it doesn't stop there either. It just goes on and on and on...

My parents are planning on going on vacation trips this year. The upcoming one is to Krabi and they've asked me…

Love in the Slow Lane...

This is just how much of a failure I can be when it comes to dating.

I asked Food Boy for drinks and he said... no.

Yeap. That is what happened to make a long story short. Although, the exact thing he said was, "I don't think I can make it today. How about next week?", it was still a 'blow' nonetheless. According to Buffy & BIL, that's 2 downs and 2 more to go (in American Football term). If say we were talking in baseball term, he'd only have 1 more strike before he's out.

Anyhow, the ball (as we say it) is in his court and I have to say, it doesn't seem to be rolling anywhere anytime soon. Last Thursday, when we were quite busily texting each other, I was decidedly on cloud 5. Now, at this very moment, I am officially on cloud 2. *sigh* Why? Well, there's just no contact between us since him turning me down! UBER FAIL...

Okay, I'll be patient. Maybe I was just getting overexcited for nothing. So, I wouldn't say I'm back to square…